喜欢后半段甚于前半段，但不是说前半段不好。Really reminds me of first
love except I was the younger one and shown up at her house out of blue
in a summer, slept next to her two hours after saying hi to each other.
It’s heartbreaking and beautiful, and personal. Even to her my feelings
are still too personal as opinions. I have the best supportive mom as
well, and several reunions and trips together, which are the lucky part.
But the real luck lies in the encounter not the following relationship
Always remember to feel, to seize, to remember, things will fade away in
a way you could have never imagined. So make it count. There are too
many moments and details I could not recall but thanks to my diary books
and text messages and photo albums, and changes happened to myself, so I
can be sure that it had existed. At the last scene I watched him crying
and deep down I know I had been there, but it could not bring a single
tear out of me cause it’s all past. Truly brutally all past. And I said
“brutally” not because I want it lasts but for the irreversible past.
Still it’s special, parce que c’était lui et c’était moi.
这里的茶真的是好看~… Armie真的太高了… 第一次去“秘密基地”简直了~…
Later. The meaning of the river flowing is not that all things are
changing so that we cannot encounter them twice, but that some things
stay the same only by changing. Parce que c’était lui, parce que
c’était moi. …when you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of
finding our weakest spot. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured
of things faster. Then we go bankcrupt by the age of 30, and have less
to offer, each time we start with someone new, but to make yourself
feel nothing so as not to feel anything. What a waste! …our hearts
and our bodies are given to us only once, and before you know it, your
heart’s worn out. And as for your body, there comes a point when no
one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. I remember